Venting out

I’m a 39 year old woman, and even though I accepted years ago that I’m a lesbian, it’s still been a heavy journey to carry alone. The hardest part hasn’t been accepting myself it’s been trying to find someone who truly loves me for who I am. I had one long relationship that ended years ago, and recently a short one that ended without any explanation. Losing both has left me tired in a way I can’t really describe. I don’t know how many more pieces of my heart I can give away. I just needed to say this out loud somewhere, because I’m still in the closet and I have no one in my life I can share these feelings with. Thank you for listening.