What is the point of anything?

I’m young. Dropped out of high school, no job, no license, no friends. Legit what good do I do? Why would it matter if I wasn’t here anymore? The state of the USA is awful. I have been applying to jobs nonstop for the past three months and I’ve only gotten one interview, which ended in rejection. I think I’m a good person, I think I’m kind and if I didn’t drop out I would be considered smart. I want to do it. What is the point of anything if I’m going to die one day anyways? What is the harm in speeding up the process? Why am I even here