Manifested the Impossible (s)

Disclaimer: It's going to be a loooooongg post so buckle up. Now honestly I've been lurking here for quite a while but never really posted anything. Therefore I'm writing it today to not only make other's believe in the power that their thoughts hold but also because I want to reinforce the very belief in me again. (kinda wavering these days). Also I'm going to add how I think I've manifested these things efficiently.

1. Manifested SP Now this all started when I was working for a big company which I also manifested btw, (if anyone wants to hear on that I'd be too happy to share).Sooo I was once working and saw a guy from another department walking into my office, idk what happened but I felt something towards him. His demeanor was always very reserved and he wouldn't bother talking to me at all.(He was my senior too). I remember at some point I started thinking of him as too arrogant to be even discussing any work related thing with. Since my job required me to work late shifts and weekends we would remain in close proximity but I was always getting cold shoulder from him. I never really tried initiating any conversation with him as well but then out of all the hectic schedules. I decided to add something of interest in my life HAHA. I thought of manifesting him. At first I thought it's going to be an impossible thing but committed anyway. For a good 15 days I remembered sleeping to affirmations of him being obsessed with me and finding me extremely attractive. I used to read my list of affirmations right after waking up and went about my day. During that period I also visualized him complimenting me. Even when I laughed at it at times of how out of reach it looked. I never really let go off the picture that I held so dear in my mind and then one day when I was standing with my seniors I saw him passing with what seemed like a speed of light until he saw me and slowed down then stopped, eventually standing there until he caught my eyes. I knew it's happening but didn't think of it much and after a month, I received a text message from him, the exact way I imagined I was complimented by him. (Word by word). I can not describe how surreal it all felt. Cause if I say he was arrogant Oh boy I really mean it. From there on that very guy would look at me and I swear I could see his pupils dilate. He would try and find ways to talk. It felt almost like I've cracked some cheat code in mehim lol. Now honestly what worked for me was my self concept. I was so full of myself (in a positive way) that I started thinking of myself as the prize he'd reach out for. I wasn't putting him down in anyway but I was sure of my worth and didn't obsess over my results which I know is the hardest part of it all. I enjoyed the journey more than the destination. I enjoyed dressing up and doing my self care and laughing and having fun time with others. Every morning I would listen to songs that would hype me up and made visualization easy for me. In my personal experience SATs is great but you don't have SATs as the only way to visualize the outcomes. You can do it any time of the day. Or should I say you can induce your own SATs using different methods, mine surely was listening to love songs and think of our blooming love interest. The authenticity of the moment you're imagining and the feeling of it is what matters imo

2.Manifested a job after 8 months (with a higher position than the previous one) I lost my job to my toxic managers and no matter how much I loved that job, I had to move out of it given the circumstances. Since it was my dream job I got into depression because of it I gave up entirely on myself and my pursuits. I tried every where and I literally mean every where I could for a job, but didn't get any. I didn't have enough experience for the position I was applying for so all the resume I'd sent resulted in no interview calls except for one which called asked me to take the position of a trainee (which I already worked as) and still didn't hire me. I had enough of it all and decided to take matters into my hands. I was told by so many people how 8 months are too long and might result in me having to start all over again as a trainee. I'm not going to lie I did took their words to my heart and became more obsessed of having to find myself a job as soon as I can. I listened to affirmations after affirmations and did techniques after techniques but to no avail. I then realized that all of my efforts are coming from the state of lack and desperation. I forced myself to stop, although it was really hard yet I decided to stick to a single affirmation. I read Neville goddard's Feeling is the secret as well as Joseph Murphy's The power of subconscious mind. I drew a guide map that I knew would lead me to my end goal. Affirming with belief and feeling it's presence Now in my case affirmations=visualization I started affirming 3 times a day for 10 minutes. All I did was absolutely relax and nullify every arising negative thought that I accumulated in those 8 months. I had to attend my cousin's wedding so half of my attention went there all I had to do was just follow the routine. I woke up myself before anyone else at 5 am (not a requirement obv. Just that it made me feel really good overall) and affirmed for 10 mins then without giving any thought went about my day. With in 15 days I got a job offer, offering me a higher position which doesn't really happen much. I was shoooooooooook is an understatement here. Here too I believe the sense of knowing that my manifestation is on it's way and being detached from the outcome is what got me brilliant results. Now honestly I wasn't fully detached I had my moments of doubts at times, moments where financial dependency creeped in but overall I was too busy to give a thought about it I'm not claiming to be an expert in manifestating infact I'm still learning but if my story could help anyone out in their darkest times. I'd be more than happy. Feel free to give your opinions I'm open to learning.