Bell’s palsy ruined my face

I used to be really attractive as a kid but when I had this permanent infection which ruined my facial nerves and made me look disable that when i realised looks definitely matters. I hate to admit this but looks do matter and people who treat you differently. I hope in my next life I am an attractive person. And the fact is that most of here that are ugly if we are really attractive we probably will judge people based on their looks that just how life is man