i need

i need one measly american or canadian soul. didn’t need 1000 true loves to find happily ever after, only needed one king of wands i need my king of wands scorbunny pokemon card embodiment or to stop age regressing and shit need to liberate myself from tarot illusions from delusions and also the i need to let go of those books and i need to get myself my own source of income i was born into a good place resources all sorts of resources around me misused, or i don’t use them at all i wish someone would oppose me into movement making moves getting productive nagging pressure etc. me into someone or some event or something