I just can't stop being mad about how she broke up with me

10 months and all I get is a text I basically pried out of her after she pulled away for weeks? I'm worth more than that. I'm worth more than minimal effort. I put so much of myself into that relationship. She's chronically ill and I was there for her as much as I could be. I understood that she couldn't give me 100% all the time, but she couldn't even do the little things for me like listen about my day or call me baby or being loving towards me. I don't even know if I could date another chronically ill person after this. It's rough.

I want to be over her. It's hard. I can't find a good therapist in my area and I don't have any good friends to talk to. I'm working on myself and throwing myself into schoolwork and hobbies, but she always sneaks into my mind.

God, first breakups fucking suck.