[F4M] attention from older gentleman brings out my inner slut

Hi, i am a 24F virgin and petite. But nowadays my hormones are driving me crazy I have been waking up wet . I have always been attracted to guys who are 10-18 years older than me . I am very curious about everything and very self aware as well so it makes me picky. Plus i look for that mental and telepathic connection which should be the core of the relationship . I love deep talks , teasing and funny banter.

I lose my mind when they are wise and authoritative yet humble,gentle can handle things calmly. I always crave someone i can respect and look up to without being forced. Whenever i come across such personality , i can’t control myself my mind gets filled with filthy thoughts . Ngl the gentle and respectful they are , the slutty i feel like acting. i keep imagining them breeding me and using me making them mine for whole life. so if you have such personality i wanna know if girls like me are too much for you , what do you guys like where i can improve.

They don’t even have to talk dirty to me , i would just get dripping wet from hearing their voice and experiences of life . i absolutely love those salt and pepper look , stubble and smile lines you get . Every time i come across such guys i start dreaming about siting on his face or him rubbing his face all over my body . I wanna be stretched out by a guy like this some day and get filled . I crave to be his slut in the bedroom and princess outside.