I’m a failure :)

I’m a 23 year old guy from Delhi stuck at CA and CMA final level for a while now (4 failed attempts combined). I’m not used to fail exams, so i always feel like a failure myself. Now my parents have started making me feel like i’m a failure. My dad pressurise me to pursue IAS or some high level government job which i’m not really interested in. My mom, on the other hand, says i cant achieve anything in my life.

Now i got stuff of my own which is already hard to deal with. And now my family joining the wagon, its kinda messing with me mentally. Sometimes i really wish i wasnt born. Everyone would be happy