How y'all coping?

I can't yaar I tried. Ki bed se uthi bhar jaao sab krra bar bar books dekh ke room me mocks dekh ke yaad aarha hai ki mujhe to sabse lowest nlu bhi naseeb nhi haii. Kya kru bataao I feel like am a failure I couldn't even get a good govt college. What disappointment I am to my parents, they r trying to support me but ik their sad n thinking ki what will she do in future I don't even know. I don't want to face anything not even my parents. Just tell me how y'all coping plsss.