Any better platforms?

Hi , so , reddit apparently needs age verification and I don't care anymore about it, It has gotten more toxic and my friends have left , There are subs I like , but i honestly don't want to stay , I don't have X nor any other platforms,
I don't like discord and if I leave reddit I won't have much social media, I don't want to just leave tho , it gets lonely here and I'm an emotionally unstable person prone to braking down and wanting to end things, It would be nice go have a friendly space that doesn't require age verification ( I'm 18 but its not safe for me to be identified by picture or id as querr because of my location ),

Also I would appreciate if ppl could b my friend, I'm often alone :/