Loneliness is killing me😢

Don't know guys from childhood I was always mesmerized by these romantic relationships mainly my parents love for each other.So growing up I always wanted someone for myself whom I can love with all my heart.In college thought I found someone like that .So I started showing my interest towards her.But i guess she is not quite interested as the texts are getting dry,not strong eye contact etc .I do really want someone to love and it's getting frustrating.For god sake I don't know how I got so desperate 😅.Now u can't even think of dating another girl from college 🙃.