Stuck in a abusive cycle and no blessings. Please pray I want to get out of this.

Hi Everyone I have been stucked in for this unsafe, traumatic, space for 25ish years. I tried to get away but never worked out. This was toxic, abusive, narcissistic I'd say. And I am still young adult, unmarried, I haven't lived a life, and my physical and mental health is a zombie now. Nothing worked out, my financials, my realionships, I don't have a safe home too.

I have been looking for a house for rent in a city near by, safe, clean, and affordable enough for me, and to have a family in future. Where I can focus on my wellbeing and future well being and to receive his blessings.

I'm keeping things short, so will you please pray for me, so I can get outta this and get to my safe place.