Having a hard time with craving flower

I want to smoke flower so badly. I can borrow a cone from my mom but I mainly use a hand pipe. I was eating gummies and tried a left over cart that i think lost its potency (no clue how old it is) so I threw it away (it was also hurting my throat) I'm all out of gummies tho and I'm having a little bit of nausea from not wanting to eat anything. Smoking always helped me before but I'm so paranoid about trying smoking.

I had my gallbladder removed but then I had to have an ERCP done due to a stone being stuck in the common bile duct and the procedure caused me to have pancreatitis that lasted 2 days I believe. Maybe 3. Hospital time feels weird but I was hospitalized for 9 days total from gallbladder to holding down my food and not throwing up.

The gummies helped A LOT and I'm starting to miss them 😭 I've only been out of the hospital for 15 days now and haven't had any other flare-ups so I'm terrified of triggering one...I've seen people that say flower hurts them and more that say it hasn't. I just wanna hear other people's experiences with flower that have a mild case like mine please. Would greatly appreciate it and I'm sorry for posting in this subreddit so much. Feel like I should change my user to pancreatitis lady cause I originally made this to ask hip replacement questions...lol