F20 - I just fucked my best friend’s older brother in her childhood bedroom

So last night I (20F) went to my best friend’s (also 20F) house for a big holiday kickback. Her older brother (25M) who I’ve had a crush on since I was literally 14 flew in from out of state and… yeah, he’s even hotter now.

Everyone got absolutely hammered. My friend blacked out on the couch around 2 a.m. I was tipsy but not gone, and he cornered me in the kitchen, started teasing me about how I used to stare at him when I was “jailbait” (his words). Next thing I know he’s got me pressed against the fridge, hand up my skirt, telling me he’s waited years for this.

We snuck upstairs to her childhood bedroom (yes, the one with the One Direction posters still on the wall lmao). He bent me over her old twin bed, pulled my thong to the side and fucked me raw while I buried my face in her stuffed animals so no one would hear. I came so hard I saw stars and had to bite a damn teddy bear. He finished on my ass and wiped it off with one of her old cheer shirts 😂

We went back downstairs separately. This morning he made everyone pancakes like nothing happened and kept “accidentally” brushing my thigh under the table. My best friend still has zero clue her brother railed me in her fairy lights and glitter wallpaper.

I feel like absolute trash… but I’d do it again in a heartbeat. The taboo of it being her room made it 1000× hotter. Am I going to hell or is this just peak 20s chaos?

TL;DR: ruined my childhood crush’s little sister’s bedroom and I’m obsessed with how wrong it was

Upvote if you’ve also committed crimes in someone’s childhood bedroom