Once in a lifetime connection, and we never even dated

I just really need to get this off my chest. I’m not making excuses for you but I understand what you need to do right now and why you want too. There are things I’m angry about but I just don’t have it in my heart to make anyones pain worse. I just want you to know, I hold our memories with love and grace and I’m still so thankful I met you. You brought out a side of myself that was alive and that I deeply missed. There was a version of me before we met in Norway and a different version after. What we had wasn’t ordinary. I wish our goodbye was different but I know why it wasn’t. And the truth is I never wanted a goodbye in the first place.. And I want to believe most of things you said to me, you meant. I care about you, so much, and I still wanted to choose you even though you were never going to fully choose me. But I hope one day you are able to look back on what we shared and feel the same as I do. And I hope you can let Norway, and everything else we experienced together feel as good to you again as it once did. The short story we had will always be in my heart. Maybe there will be a day when timing aligns that we can sit across from each other again and smile about it all and how it all felt. I miss you, and I miss what we shared together even if I know it can’t exist now. I think about you a lot. I just needed you to know. Just incase I don’t ever get that moment across from you. I hope you’re okay. Take care and I’ll leave you be.