Tonight might be it

I honestly don't know what to say. I mean I'm 17, severely depressed and have been on the verge of killing myself. My family is horrible and honestly guilt trip me for saying I'm suicidal and they're unsupportive, I don't have a single friend or anyone I can rely on so I'm all alone, all the time. I genuinely want to die so badly and I think taking a shit load of random pills will do it. I wish I had someone, someone to hug me and tell me they've got me. I don't need a best friend, just someone to listen to me. But it's not like I can go anywhere. I live in the middle of a city with nothing around, no money, no car, no friends. It's honestly pointless.