I’m so tired of it all

I have only worked in the pharmacy at cvs for 4 months and I’ve lost my sympathy and patience. I feel like I’m being turned into a cold hearted person from dealing with the worst people every single day. The customers treat you like literal shit on earth and act like they were just born and don’t know how to function in real life. I literally have found myself in awe of how many people I’ve seen over 30 times who still seem to have no clue how to do the pickup questions at checkout or how to spell their own name. The people have literally spelled their nicknames to me after I couldn’t find the profile for like 5 minutes and I end up finding out it’s not even their name. Like dude😭 I’m so fucking mentally done. These are grown ass adults with jobs and drivers licenses and act like literal infants in diapers. It’s the same ppl who walk in and say “Mike Larazapam… should be ready” and stare at you and you to fight ever urge in your soul to not say, ARE YOU GENUINELY GOING TO EXPECT ME TO DO ANYTHING WITH THAT INFORMATION???? I NEED MORE THAN YOUR NICKNAME THIS IS A PHARMACY NOT FUCKING STARBUCKS. I want to rip my hair out almost every interaction. People can be so beyond rude and getting those ppl back to back just makes you want to lay on the floor and just give up. I could go on for days with all the shit I’ve seen and been through in my short time here. I feel like everyone should spend a month in a pharmacy to learn what it’s like and to remember to be fucking kind cuz guess what? I can be in pain and hungry and tired but I’m still nice and professional to the best of my ability. But if you take advantage of my kindness and treat me like garbage I’m giving it right back bc your energy is mine and I’m done being walked over. Fuck that