What's the fucking point

What's the point what's the point what's the fucking point, I'm never gonna be enough, I'm never gonna be good enough, I'm never gonna be anything. I try so hard, I have to try so hard to do everything and for what? What's the point? I'm still not good enough. Still not good enough to be worth keeping around. Still not good enough to matter. I'm just a fucking autistic little freak who drives everyone away and can't ever do a good enough job at anything to matter so what the FUCK is the fucking point of me?