Hooked up with a man to get over my situationship

I just lost my virginity to a man. I was hoping that maybe there was the tiniest chance I could like it, and if I did I would never again have to deal with the heartbreak that is being a lesbian. I now know that I 100% am 😅😅😅 i genuinely can’t deal with liking women. Trying to grapple with all of these feelings right now and I don’t know what my next step is.