34 [F4M] #Cincinnati - Filling the void & myself this holiday season

I don't know what it is but this evening I got hit with a big wave of loneliness. Maybe it's me getting over this unexpected sickness, or maybe its the longterm relationship I had that exploded spectacularly a few months ago but I just know that it's going to be rough getting through the end of the year.

Looking for anything to fill the void - and me this holiday season. If you're into BBW's who own a home, a cat and a vibrator and play video games, I'm your gal. You can fill me and then I'll fill your lobby. I can hold a decent conversation most of the time (sometimes I am a feral cat who gets spooked and is aloof; the farther I get away from the traumatic ending of that relationship, the better I'm doing, I promise).

Located North of Cincinnati, but Hamilton isn't a flair option.