(23F) I was 20, naive and explorative. My ex took advantage of that.

He was 25 years old, we met online but then decided to meet up since we’re not too far away. He was my first “love” lol like I never felt attached like that before.

He was really into exhibitionism, so he pushed me to do risky things. I remember he made me took off my t shirt and only wears a buttonless cardigan, do I always have to keep my cardigan closed with my hands.

We walked around a mall like that, then in the basement parking lot he made me go fully naked and hold my clothes. It was an almost dead mall so it was kinda scary but then again it’s almost empty.

He could just ran away with my clothes and I’ll be left naked and alone lol. Fortunately he didn’t. He just won’t give me my clothes back even though I heard a car is approaching. So I hid behind a wall until the car passes.

It was thrilling and exciting but also looking back at it, I was so careless letting a man I just met holding all my clothes like that in public (he wasn’t my boyfriend yet at that point).

Also one of his trainings that stayed with me until today even though we broke up, I’m now always braless when not going out. And sometimes I only wear jacket over my t shirt when I go out.

Yeah just remembering the good old days of being an easily manipulated whore.