Difficult first week, does it get easier?

I'm absolutely in love with my baby but postpartum life has been hard. I feel so down about not being able to soothe my baby when crying and not loving breastfeeding and a million other things.

How are you other moms handling this? I'm dealing with a bad tear and not feeling like myself. Now I need to also take care of a newborn and make sure my baby is thriving.

What are your tips to manage difficult postpartum life? How do you enjoy breastfeeding and pumping when it seems like that's all you do?