Looking different on k

I know that drugs obviously change your appearance but honestly, it's just so strange to me how different I look when I'm high. My whole face changes until just after I've stopped doing it. I see photos of myself and it doesn't feel like I'm looking at the same person. I just want to figure the reason out instead of just accepting that this is just what happens. It probably won't ever change but if I can try and relieve myself of the spaced out tweaker that I transform into. I'm just trying to find find small ways to improve this.