Anger

I’m very angry with my family and they don’t show up what so ever for my grandparents. My grandma is what seems in the end of life. I’ve been caring for my grandparents for almost 4 years and being watching my grandma slowly die in front of me for the past 2 years. My family hasn’t showed up, they are scared and don’t want to help. I see them partying and going vacations and I’m here watching my poor grandma suffer without her family. I’ve built up so much anger towards them I’m scared i might punch someone because they are so insensitive to my grandma. One of them came over today and wanted use my grandma’s hospice care as an excuse to get of a ticket! This stuff pisses me off! I’m just so angry and I don’t know if it’s normal to get to this point but I’ve been trying to control through praying. I just know my grandma would be livid and maybe that’s her living through me lol.