23 [F4M] #Portland - I'm craving for a spicy sausage and chorizo just wont do

I'm on a legal age here and for a few moths now I've been fantasizing about having sex with someone who is older than me out of nowhere lol! I don't know but I get so horny that I masturbate to my thoughts of fucking older guys like crazy! What turns me on the most is that it's wrong and sneaky, that just drives me crazy just the thought of us sneaking around and him cuming inside of me is everything. I do feel bad but I know if I ever get the chance I would want more just cause of the thrill. It's been my routine to have a naughty conversation before I go to sleep. I'm a night person and literally I love doing things that can spice up my night till I get off (btw I'm also the kind of a woman who's very direct so I hope u can handle that side of me) either with the same age or older than me. Don't message me with a plain "Hi" or "Hey" instead tell me how are u going to make me wet and horny on this quite evening?