I hate Samoans

I am Half Tongan Half Samoa born and roasted between NZ and Australia. My Dad left our family for a Samoan woman and had a new family. From then on I have rarely seen him.

All I have ever known in my life is the Fakatonga. I speak Tongan, am actively involved with the atongan community.

My whole life I have hated Samoans. I have had many fights with Samoans because of my hatred. I have cheated on Samoan women on purpose, and I have ripped up the Samoan flag off people’s houses.

A part of me is starting to change. I’m starting to get curious about the Fa’a Samoa. Like a part of me is missing and I need to tend to it. But my anger always takes over.

I don’t want to hate Samoa anymore. My Mum told me even though my Dad is a bad man and she didn’t like Samoans either, but she said I am Samoan and always will be and maybe I should have a a change of heart.