We will have the final goodbye tomorrow

he broke up with me 3 weeks ago. because we moved across the globe last year, he has to return to his home country.

his flight is tomorrow so we continued to live together (but separately) for the past 3 weeks, him having the downstairs and me staying in the bedroom. we barely saw each other or spoke the past 3 weeks. I created that environment because I wanted to give him what he needs which was space.

within a week after the breakup i discovered the selfish and disrespectful way he was since the breakup, and it gave me an ick so I was able to detach from him quickly. at one point I was even so annoyed that I couldn’t wait for him to leave.

i want to move on carrying on the beautiful memories we made together and always hold respect and appreciation to the guy I dated, but he’s not the same guy to me anymore.

so tomorrow is his flight. I won’t be going to the airport with him, but I offered to give him a lift to the nearest station (20mins drive) since he has big suitcases.

he asked me to drop me off around 6am.

for the past few days I’ve been very nervous about this day to come. once I drop him off and hug goodbye, that’s it. I’ll probably never see him again.

although I was strong 2 weeks ago, of course I still have somewhat of an attachment to him, and even tho I don’t love him anymore, I did love him so much less than a month ago, so it’s hard for that person to physically leave.

i think I’m more sad about the goodbye, not specifically a goodbye with him.

im nervous im going to be an emotional wreck.

if you guys have any messages or quotes that i can keep reminding myself with through today and tomorrow, to stay strong and remind myself that this was good for me, and the next chapter in life will be so good.

my breakup situation is a bit unique so I couldn’t really find someone in a similar situation and to know how they got through it, so I thought I’d ask Here.

thank you loves.