To birth givers

To birth givers, Fuck you for bringing me to this world and leaving me to suffer in it every single fucking day of my existence and acting like you are entitled to my feelings and my possessions when you have constantly abused me and left me to die.

I will hold this grudge forever. My life is fucked up and I have no one to support me, help me, accommodate me and I can't convey my needs for help and support. Not only did you bring me to this world, but you made sure to do it in the worst place imaginable.

I will never forgive you for what you have done to me. I am sure you have known that something was always off because I have memories, but I only realised recently that I am autistic.

I will not fucking forgive what you have done to me. I want to die every single day. Every single day.