i feel like the world truly hates the force of good.

i feel whatever respect is handed. then people just throw it back in your'e face. love is not a currency that just comes floating it goes sinking to the bottom of a bottomless pit and through my experience people only use me. however is it fake? maybe then. i just want to be lovable and seen and heard. i love talking to people but not yet can i grab a good conversation.

i think iv'e learnt enough about grabbing people for a conversation there is a lot of body language problems that people need to hear about like looking properly with blinking correctly (vaping has been preventing this from happening) and also people get scared to look at peoples hands, parts of the face like the nose, chin, eyes... if you don't look at what they are trying to say then you are not collecting the right energy to have a conversation.

well i hope this has made some impact on you. i just want the world to be a better place. BAN VAPING! its ruining the general global consciousness we have where we feel and think about each other. lets do what we can to get this stopped.

back to me... i want to get out the ward. im in a psych ward and i dont talk about otherworldy things like what you think isnt true to life. i keep it real and sometimes supernateral. it depends what mood i'm in. signing out HTOP