i feel like my teens have been robbed from me

ive developed a deep fear of going outside, i feel like my teens have been robbed from me, i dont have any friends.

ive been extremely suicidal. i really wanted to live a life that i wanted but i cant anymore.

i started balding really young at like 15 and its become so bad now that im 18 that i cant even leave the house anymore. i started taking hair loss drugs which if they dont work im guaranteed to loose more hair. i cant get a hair transplant till im in my mid 20s, i have 7 years of suffering to go through before i can feel myself and i don't think i can do it. i feel trapped and robbed i want it to stop by rhe time im even in my mid 20s my teens are over and i missed out on all them experiences. my life is a complete waste

at 17, i started taking care of myself, i was becoming happy with who i was, i had straight As in school the hair loss became super aggressive and i gave up. i now sit alone all day in my room doing bare minimum to live healthyish, i dont want to do this no more please what can i do im in desperate need of a solution