Entry #3 10/12/25 - My biggest sin is envy

I envy others so much. It feels like people constantly have what I want. I'm kind to most and cover it up with that, but I'm never happy. My mental needs are never filled. I never feel like I have what I want or need. I constantly desire what others have. Sometimes I want to cut myself for not having it.

I envy others

Having a partner Not being depressed Living alone Being thin Being pretty Passing Having money Having an easy life Having friends Being loved Being desired by others Those who aren't constantly fatigued like me