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Ok so I've talked to a lot of people here, met up with very few. Reason being is I'm not gonna go somewhere or have sex with someone if I feel like I won't be comfortable or my boundaries won't be respected. I know I talk and post like an absolute whore but in reality I'm still a person with real emotions. I rarely actually meet up with people because finding people who actually care about the person and not just the body is pretty damn hard, but it's also understandable. I'm not going to keep chatting for your sake or getting your hopes up, I want to be able to have some sort of actual connection, and be in a situation where sex isn't going to feel forced. I know the majority of meetups here are about sex only, but from now on I'm no longer doing that unless you're close to me living wise and I'm just too desperate lol. But I want people I can feel safe and comfortable with, and understand that I'm a real person. I'm awkward, I'm anxious, I get self conscious, I tend to get attached, I like doing goofy stuff and enjoying genuine time with someone. Hopefully someone understands what I'm feeling here and I'm not alone in this, and of all the people who have messaged me and the few I've met up with, there's only like 3 that I want to keep talking to because they care about more than just fucking me. It's sad to say that there are so few people like that who exist.