8 Days Down!

I posted on here almost a week ago, I stopped drinking in the middle of the night 12/1. I was completely riddled with shame and embarrassment after relapsing, and still am minus the crippling anxiety. To drink in my situation is a death sentence and only makes things so much worse for me.

I was able to attend a pre op eye appointment on Monday due to not drinking.

I was able to see my son and be in the moment due to not drinking.

I was able to get up, wash my face, brush my teeth, do my slew of eyedrops and take my antidepressant due to not drinking.

I was able to get Christmas presents for my son yesterday due to not drinking.

This morning, I am able to have a cup of coffee without fear that it’ll make my anxiety worse and eating breakfast due to NOT DRINKING!

IWNDWYT!!