I’m so Angry

I’ve been playing a conversation in my head over and over again for days with my mom, wanting to tell her so badly about why I’m leaving. Why I’ve woken up. I have hope she will listen and understand, I’ve recently opened up to her about how her misogyny using the Bible damaged me growing up. She apologized and said it hurt her she didn’t know which I was grateful to see, but at the same time she is deeply brainwashed. I’m scared it’ll just end up as it always does with her saying to fully trust in Jehovah or something. I’m just so hurt and frustrated by her lack of empathy she doesn’t realize she lacks. Frustrated by really by everything she doesn’t realize. If she loves me as much as she claims she does she might hear me out.