Mario

I reached out because I was still hurting. I know it’s been a year, but I needed you. I missed everything about us. I thought there was something real left. You say you still love me, but your actions have never matched those words. You like to feel wanted but you don’t want me for me. I believe you never did. You tell me the same bs every time. You ruined me and you’d do it again? You’re literally admitting it with no shame. It’s never “I’ll change for you” it’s clear I’m not enough for you to change. I wish I’d seen that earlier.

I loved you with everything I had, I stayed by you at YOUR lowest. Now you can’t do the same for me?That realization hurts so much. After everything we’ve been through? Do I really mean that little to you?

You took advantage of me when I was vulnerable. You just wanted access to me. You don’t care about connection or my feelings? I see that now. I think your dick is pretty small and it looks disgusting. You didn’t satisfy me btw I just said I did, so you’d feel good. I’m not saying this out of resentment, it’s simply the truth.

So yeah I just saw you for who u really are. I was too blinded by love, that sounds so cringe but I really was. You’re a horrible person but I still loved you through every flaw and every hurt. That’s what love was for me, choosing you fully.

I’m done though. I think I reached that point where I’m actually disgusted by you. Someone like you, will not bring me down or make me insecure because you’re an insecure piece of shit yourself. Go fuck those whores, you got nothing else to do. You’re pathetic and I’d never want such a loser in my life.

The pain u gave me? I hope it goes back to you. I’m not going to say “I wish you the best” because I don’t. You’re an awful human being Mario. Only a mother could love you.

Btw having a cross tattoo doesn’t make you a good person. God doesn’t love you because he would love the devil too. Hope this helps.