AITAH For getting angry and yelling at my wife threats of cheating on her.

To preface this i know im the asshole for what i said to my wife it was pretty hurtful and most of what i said have already been stewing inside of me and i just blurted out stuff that i know will hurt her what im asking about is am i justified for saying it because of how angry i felt for being treated unfairly for things that i have never done to her and will never do. I live my wife so much more than anyone ive had in all my life i have never cheated on her will never cheat on her and i dont even get ideas of why i should cheat on her but i was a cheater back in highschool right up to college i was cheating left and right i had multiple partners at one time dated a couple individuals at the same time and slept around that i know for a fact that i am a slut i was that guy that if you tell your friends you are dating me they will look at you with disappointment and tell you that that wont last long now i am not a looker a high 4 maybe a 5 low 6 if i try really really hard but i am lucky enough to be born in an affluent family and live in a country where that fact facilitated my womanizing for my highschool graduation my parents gave me free reign on a property they used to rent out because it was closest to where i got accepted in college i used to throw parties in there and had a lot of girls there that the simple fact that i have my own house and someone to take care of it when im not there gave me a solid boost in popularity with the ladies that i know for a fact are obly in it for the money i used to buy gifts for girls that im currently in a relationship with all the time because i know i can get in their pants if i let them believe they can get more from me if they offered me what i want which is sex but that all fizzled out a few years into my third year of college for a reason and i tried to get myself on the straight and narrow my wife knows all about this a few months in our relationship we had a talk about our past and i told her everything that happened in my past and how i was back in the day because i trusted her and hoped that even though she knows she will not hate me for it the problem is i think she's i secure that i will go back to my old ways once i get the chance are find someone more attractive than her but i wont i will never she is the most loving caring and amazing woman that i have ever been with and i dont think i will ever find another woman like her who loves me for who i am despite all of my flaws i try my best to let her know and feel that i cut off most of my girl friends that i had in the past because she's insecure with my relationships with them although half of them were my ex girlfriends which was understandable i dont compliment woman when i know she will hear about it pr whenever we're together i dont even say it when she's the one who initiates calling some girl pretty most of the time i just tell her nah she's aight no one can be prettier or more attractive than her to me because i know she's insecure about that so onto the problem it was just one of those days where she sometimes inexplicably have an impulse to go through my phone because she felt something so being confident about myself enough that i dont really care cause i know she wont find anything i gave her my phone now this phone is new i just had it for about less than a week now and its a samsung phone that was just the newest version of their fold phone now what i forget about samsung phones is that they migrate apps and stuff that has your email on it i forgot that in my old phone that i had for about 2 years before changing to this current one i had instagram and tiktok which she knows i do not use she also dont like me on those social media platforms because she believes that ill only go there to gawk on girls that are scantily dressed and are basically half naked but i only had those because of some dumb specific reason that she already knows of so i reminded her why i had it and that it only migrated from my old phone and i dont really use it so she brushed past it and just went back on snooping around on my phone she was sat in front me and i was hugging her when she opened tiktok and saw a few post about tekken magic the gathering some smosh stuff and yugioh same thing for my facebook its just some things i nerd about and maybe a few posts from my friends or gaming communities im a part of the problem started in my instagram ive never used instagram since that one time and i didnt really got in much after that that i forgot how much of a fucking degenerate i was before we met that my instagram consisted of thots sauce codes hentai adjacent posts and well pornstars i managed to explain to her that if she could see most of those are like old accounts or accounts that was served to me by the algorithm because of my previous followings that i dont really look at those posts at all i even showed her how much i used instagram in the settings menu and proved to her that i havent even used it in the past few month but she was already swept by her emotions that she started yelling at me that looking at girls or porn online is as much as cheating as if i just looked at girls around when she is with me (which i do t do at all i actively look away when there are women in my eyeline because i know she doesnt like it when i do) it escalated to a full blown fight because i felt like i am being punished from my past mistakes and i am not who i used to be that in the heat of the moment of her accusing me of cheating blurted out "Well i might as well cheat on her at least she would have justification for all this accusations she is throwing at me and ill get some fuj out of it" which i know in myself i said to truly hurt her feelings cause i was so frustrated that this exact argument and fight has happened so many times that i feel like no matter how much i secure her or make her feel that she's the only woman for me one little tiny mistake can spiral her from believing in me to doubting even a glance i do where a woman is just in that general direction even though im not looking at her. I feel frustrated i feel wronged i feel like im paying the price for how the old me acted and i just want to know if AITAH for feeling this does my past mean i have to just accept this kind of treatment from her or am i justified for feeling this way?