26 [m4f] Colorado ugly, lonely, loser looking for someone who won’t hate me

Me https://imgur.com/a/0BgtzdV

I live with family, don’t have a job, and have a couple online classes so I’m free most of the time

I have problems with depression mainly because I’m lonely and I take meds for anxiety

I don’t like kids and never want any

Im an introvert, not shy, find eye contact uncomfortable, hate loud noises

My favorite hobby is video games, also like anime/manga, watching nfl football, MLP, pokemon, listening to music but I know a couple riffs on guitar and some of Year of the Cat on piano, could say I like tinkering cause I build my own pc’s, cleaned some old consoles and controllers, and built a shelf. https://imgur.com/a/fSgNg9r https://imgur.com/a/zWUvNR5

I hate winter and the cold, my favorite holiday is thanksgiving because food and football, summer is my favorite season