I don’t want to talk to anyone after abortion

I’m 29F with one child already. I was divorced and just recently started dating after how many years.

I just can’t believe I got pregnant with one encounter to a guy I just started going out with.

When I knew I was pregnant the first thought came to me was to immediately get an abortion.

I was just getting my life together and started a new job, I feel that I’m not capable of having another child now.

I had the abortion last night and still going through the process. Now the guy told his friend about my situation and they are checking on me. I didn’t read nor respond to them.

I feel some hate towards him and don’t want to talk to anyone. I don’t know how to cope up after this.