23 [F4M] #Online - my mood is doing that slow-burn thing again

it starts small, like a tiny spark in my stomach, and then suddenly I’m warm all over. I don’t even know how I got here. I’m not trying to be dramatic but nights like this make my thoughts get softer, slower, deeper… it’s like my whole body leans into the vibe without asking permission. I’m trying to distract myself but also kinda hoping someone makes it worse.