This was around 5 soon 6 year ago I don't know why I never posted this.  I was on zoom not paying attention to my teachers looking at swedens fandom wiki .I had a big crush on Sweden from the show maybe it was the voice or the hair i don't know i just remember i did for some reason. I wanted to absorb everything about him so i would read and watch headcannons and fanfics. This time i want to see more so i when to the wiki ,then I saw it in the trivia section it said "It has been said by Hidekaz Himaruya that Sweden is homosexual. It has also been said that he only has romantic feelings towards Finland." That's right you guys, I cried because my anime crush (sweden) was gay.

At first, I thought I was just seeing things or it was an ad or something so I reload the page and saw it again. Then I went into my bed and started crying, I felt stupid that I was crying about something so dumb, but I also wished it was another character, because even though I had other crushes he was my top one. During the time I didn't have reddit so instead of crying about my problems on reddit I would go on to random chatting sites similar to omegal to cry on there. Alot of people were just confused about why I was so sad about this because he wasn't real .It took 5 months before I got over it 5 MONTHS!!! Now when I look back on this I can just laugh at how stupid this was ,there's only one good thing that came out of this.



I cried over sweden around 5 years ago for A dumb reason