I don't know what went wrong with me

Older sub (m 55) for younger top. I don't know what went wrong with me, but I'm into being taken by young guys (over 18). I'm passive and submissive, I enjoy giving blowjobs, otherwise I'm passive, deepthroating, oral sex, and anal. But I also like BDSM, from bondage to spanking (without bruises or welts), CBT, TT, wax, and yes, I also like pain. I like to crawl on the floor in front of you and pamper your feet with my tongue. Humiliate and use me! About me: M 55, 190 cm tall and 90 kg, married with adult children. I'm from southern Germany and like online, but I love real-life meetings. I often have time during the day! My limits are scat, public, family, blood, permanent illegal financial loss. I'm also happy to use an obedience app! Please write to me, ask anything you want, about you: dominant or sadistic, I especially like muscular guys up to 30, but older or overweight is also OK, by the way I also like switchers, just please be honest