Just needed to let this out...

I just wanted to share my struggle somewhere. I’m trying to remain sober and not go insane, but after I had a serious stroke my life took a really bad turn. I’ve been struggling ever since that accident.

I have a job now, but the money is barely enough to pay the rent and buy food for maybe a week. It’s so hard going to work on an empty belly, trying not to show my pain. Sometimes I feel like I can’t bear it anymore.

I have no one who can help me. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared that something bad might happen to me because I barely eat. I was always too proud to not give up and to never ask anyone for help, but right now I feel completely lost.

At the moment I only have 13 rs with me, didn't ate anything today and no idea about tommorow as well, and they said I’ll get paid on Saturday or Sunday, but until then I don’t know how to survive.