I have no reason to be depressed.

I’ve been diagnosed with depression and I’ve had suicidal thoughts for years now. I don’t know why I should keep going and not km. My life is comfortable and easy. I still go to bed everyday dreading the moment I wake up, and I spend everyday in a constant state of anxiety over everything or just deep sadness and apathy

You always say it gets better, problems are temporary, well I don’t have problems. I’m the problem. Why should I stay if I’m gonna feel like this regardless. Life can’t get better than this and I still want to die