I just dranknfor the first time waht the fuck whhy do people do thsi how

Hi I feelblike sonmuch shit I had like 10 shots of whatever the fuck vodka thing they gave me any a beer that tasted like assI wanna die wndbtheiw uo and die agajn I'm scarsd why didn't anyone tell me thst eas such a a shit ideaa ow how does any of you survvive how do I hurt less theyw all went to sleep