Libido or allosexuality?

Hey,

I’m a couple months on T now. Always thought I was a sex repulsed asexual but the horniness is kicking in. I did ask in the asexual sub but I figured it’s kind of counterintuitive to ask asexuals how attraction feels.

I am questioning between aegosexual and just being a straight guy who isn’t picky. I don’t goon but I like looking at certain “videos” sometimes and imagining scenes in my head. Sometimes it’s lesbians, in which case I don’t feel that urge to “join in” like a lot of weird straight men like to comment. I don’t watch straight stuff (the cis man would make me feel dysphoric) but I imagine it sometimes, and it’s sometimes POV and sometimes not.

I would like to try it someday. Unfortunately I am chopped as hell and don’t pass so I can’t pull girls yet. I’ve found myself starting to notice certain features on the girls around me, but I don’t actively want to engage in sexual activity with them because for me that feels weird to think about another person, but I think for like 80% of people if they initiated I wouldn’t turn them down. I’m probably still aromantic but still want a marriage, so idk if wanting sex means anything.

TL;DR if you are allo, does attraction have to be toward a specific person? or can it be more abstract toward a gender’s traits? and if you’re asexual, do you experience this sort of “orientation“ to your libido?