This time it is really over I used to say just because it's over doesn't mean it's really over

But I won't be thinking it over again and every time that I do if I happen to think it over again I'm going to come back here and I'm going to read these letters to myself again because guess what You don't deserve any more chances you didn't deserve the chances you had I should have never considered you in the first place I wouldn't be where I am Well okay I wouldn't have gone through what I've gone through without you putting me through it or without you wishing it upon me or you being a flying monkey for my ex got only knows what the real reason is and I honestly don't care You are the worst human being I have ever encountered especially because you pretend like you're a good person You pretend like you love you pretend like you're sweet you pretend like you care You would like your sensitive you pretend like you have feelings and you don't have any of that You aren't any of that I told you I have a dark place I brought you back into the light for what for you to slash me around and tell me that I usually as emotional punching bag I wish that I could I wish that I would have because you deserved it