on the verge of failing class 11th...need help and advice(17F)

(not really a 17F rather a 17M,sorry for the bait :))so long story short i got 85 percent in 10th boards and like any other student i had to go with PCM...started 11th in april and didnt really wanna study till the boards result so kept myself "tension free" till may 13th...after the results day,i realized i fucked up getting an above avg score in 10th...the expectattions for some reason were unbearably high...requested parents to get me a pw batch for jee and my delusional ahh thought this was a good idea not joining any offline tuitions and sticking to online...so,what was bound to happen happened..i failed in physics and maths in UT-1.......after this failure i joined in person tuitions for pcm..but i if i am being real i didnt quite get my lesson and fucked around till half yearly and because of the unbearably high syllabi of HY,i failed in the trinity(PCM)...parents were furious and disappointed.....me being such a dick that i am...didnt learn the lesson....yesterday was my last ut-2 and dont quite think i will pass the mark in pcm...so what i need help for is to pass 11th and not repeat or do 12th from open or give extra money to school to let me continue in 12th....here are my marks of ut-1 and half yearly respectively.physics-5.5(out of 50)12(out of 70)chemistry-19(out of 50)14(out of 70)maths-8(out of 50)10(out of 80)..guys pls help i am stuck in too deep of a hole which i dug myself....pls HELP...