Pisces man stuck with Aquarius woman

Help.

I’ve been dating this Aquarius woman for a while. We’ve traveled, made incredible memories, and had genuinely good moments. But ever since things fell apart with her parents not liking me (and honestly, I’m not a fan of them either) and the tension between us, I just can’t seem to end it. No matter what happens, we always end up back together.

I’ve always felt unheard with her. She talks nonstop, stays busy with everything and everyone, and we’re constantly clashing. She’s stubborn to a level that makes no sense. On top of that, she’s so obsessed with her idea of “freedom” that she refuses to respect my boundaries at all. She says she loves me, but I’m in constant pain. I feel misunderstood all the time.

And it’s wearing me down. I’m losing interest in everything. I’m suspicious, exhausted, and it feels like life has lost its beauty. I know I should just put an end to this, but for some reason letting go feels impossible. Sure, I could block her… but I don’t want to hurt her.

P.S. I’m honestly just venting at this point. I know what I need to do, but it feels like I’m addicted to the whole dynamic. Some people say it’s the Fearful–Dismissive avoidant cycle, and honestly it makes sense.