I think I miss my ex

I’ve been in no contact for about 11 months. He broke up with me and he was rude during the break up.

He was insecure throughout the relationship. He said I’m out of his league because he felt like I was very pretty, with goals and ambition.

A week after our break up, he broke no contact and he was rude again. I’ve told him to never contact me ever again.

Then throughout the year he blew up my phone with no caller id calls. Like 5 -10 calls in a day. I never picked them up tho. He did the same thing ,2 weeks ago and he also tried to call me from his work’s landline phone. I’ve picked up the landline because I didn’t know it was him. He kept quiet and hung up.

It was a ldr, so I went to his looking for something which I had to buy for my client and I was hoping that I never come across him. I don’t know how he saw me. He approached me from my back and stood next to me. He had a little conversation with me and left . He was like he still has my numbers and he wants something from me.

It doesn’t make sense why he even blocked me on iMessage/ Pinterest if I never reached out or even bothered him. I only saw this because the thing he mentioned that he wants was once on our Pinterest messages.

I mean he became successful, popular, travelled internationally and got invitations to exclusive events.

I know that I was there for him when he was still at his lowest, I always believed in him and told him that he will be very successful. I always complimented him and prayed for him, I did prioritise him. I had big dreams and goals for us. I always put in effort to our dates and I got to ask him about his childhood, himself and so much only for him to say it feels like a fantasy.