Just a letter to remind myself whenever I start to think that I might let it back in

He is not just a jerk face. He is a loser. He is a projecting narcissist. He is the worst person you've ever met. The most insidious thing is that he pretends to care He pretends to love you and be soft and then turns cruel the next day. Here you go again wanting to romanticize it when do you think you love him unconditionally and he loves you unconditionally. That must be why you guys keep going back to each other. You're twin flames. You're meant to be together and that's why you help each other grow by ironing sharpening iron. He has never deserved you He pursued you incessantly. Then ran from you as soon as you came to him. He's cheater on you He's lied to you he's manipulated you he's projected onto you He's called you names he's told you you were disgusting he's told you that he never wants to talk to you again He tells you goodbye so many times probably can't count it All of these things to hurt you and many of these things because of things he was the one who prompted you to do You're disgusting because of things he wanted you to do You you know are the names he called you because he thought that those things were sexy at one point in time And now he's ruined it for good And of course he probably does on purpose so that you would leave him so that he wouldn't have to feel guilty typical narcissistic behavior